[jaago जागो (hindi): Wake up]
meet Jag, the protagonist of this blog.
Everytime I fail to make a friend feel powerful, I fail. Everytime I fail to aid a friend become successfull. I fail. Everytime I fail to transform a dear person in my life, I fail.
Everytime I’m being someone to look good in front of others, I fail.
Everytime I take a stand for someone’s life, and give up on them, I fail.
It’s so easy to let go off people, just leave them alone and let them go on their own paths. Cut them off from our lives. It’s so much more harder to keep at them, keep them going. Be there for them no matter what. Whether they love you, hate you. Giving them a gentle push, just a nudge, in the direction where they really can live a fulfilling life.
How do I become that power..that force, which takes everyone along powerfully? Taking everyone places where they want to be.
Giving people what they really really want, not what they think they want, but what they really really want is the ultimate pleasure. It’s a long process. Takes years. But when it happens, it has a long-lasting impact on their lives. They never forget you. You never forget them.
To those I’d given up on: I’m sorry, I was weak. I couldn’t see the hidden power inside you. I channelized my energy towards hatre and regret.
So, who stole my mojo? I did.
With a renewed resolve now: I’ll be your coach, your leading light till you can shine the all way for others to see. I will stand with you, live with you and when the time comes, die by you.
Edited. Orginally written on 14th January 2009.
